Wow...2014 has left the building!
I haven't had time to constructively reflect on my 2014 journey in life. Sure, I've felt as if my life has been frayed at the edges and one wrong pull at a loose thread will fully unravel me. Not a good thing. But as these thoughts crowd my mind and my heart, I journey for a firm hold on reality. I tend to live in a reality in my mind. I say the right things, dress the right way, and have everything together in the reality of my mind. But in the real world...well, that's a whole different story.
But it's not all bad. For some awful reason I tend to remember the bad more than the good. I tend to carry that damn glass of water until my arm grows numb and I can't even remember why I decided to hold it in the first place. Glass of water being stress, worry, and everything negative in my life.
But giving up is easy.
Though I haven't shattered that damn glass of water I so vehemently hold up, I have lessened the grip. I've learned a few things about myself.
- Music makes me dance.
- Watching my daughter grow inspires me.
- I miss the noise of my kids in between the silent moments.
- Binging on TV shows...well, I just need the couch potato moments sometimes
- Although I've reached my 30's...okay, 40 something I'm still a work in progress
What have you learned about yourself?